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02:26am 01/02/2009
  :-)

I don't know why I'm so happy.

Just one of those days.

(And probably that boy)

:-)
 
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05:03pm 23/01/2009
  Lied. Not over anything. I'm a flip flopper.  
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07:25pm 22/01/2009
  Make that 2 seasons of 30 Rock.

Also, this does not include the new episodes of shows I watch as they air.
 
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01:10am 22/01/2009
  In the past 2 and a half weeks I have watched:
3.5 seasons of The Office
1 season of Damages
1 season of 30 Rock
1 season of Dexter
0.5 season of Mad Men
2.5 seasons of Burn Notice

My life is made up of television shows. I'm sick of that and over something else.
 
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08:43pm 17/11/2008
 
mood: forgotten
....
 
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02:38am 01/10/2008
  I suck at sleep schedules. I always get off of mine somehow.

Yay Kalamazoo soon!

... I guess there is no real reason for this post....

Prepping for 16 + hours on a train involves lots of time and energy. Ironic? Must remember Nyquil...

I'm a social butterfly, popular on paper, alone every night.

...And I'm out.
 
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This is my good-bye (Or: I'm moving on)   
09:33pm 03/09/2008
 
mood: hopeful
Slow dancing on the boulevard
In the quiet moments
While the city's still dark
Sleep walking through the summer rain
In the tired spaces
You could hear her name.
When she was warm and tender
And you
Held her arms around you
There was nothing but her
Love and affection,
She was crazy for you
Now she's
Part of something that you lost.
And for all you know
This could be
The difference between what you need
And what you want to be.
Night swimming in her diamond dress
Making small circles move across the surface
Stand watching on the steady shore
Feeling wide open
And waiting for
Something
Warm and tender
Now she's moving further from you
There is nothing that could
Make it easy on you
Every step you take
Reminds you that she's walking on
(Chorus)
Every word you never said
Echos down your empty hallway
And everything that was your world
Just came down
Day breaking on the boulevard
Feel the sun warming up
Your second hand heart.
Light swimming right across your face
And you think
Maybe someday
Yeah, maybe someday
(Chorus)
And for all you know
For all you know
For all that you know
This is what you want to be.
Yeah, what you want to be.
 
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Mississippi!   
12:18am 16/07/2008
 
mood: indescribable
music: Only Fooling Myself - Kate Voegele
OK, let's start at the beginning. The drive down here was SO LONG and Jill and I were both so tired. We had to play games to keep ourselves awake. (Plus, I liked when Jill drove better than when I drove lol).

Anyway, we got here and it was hot, but let me tell you, the people here are so freaking nice it is unbelievable. Southern hospitality is not a myth. Neither is the heat. I'm a Michigander! I'm used to it being about 75 in the sun.

Also, the day before Jill left was touch and go on whether or not I would cry, it was just all so overwhelming, between leaving everyone I know and love to coming here where I knew virtually no one... I was just very sad.

However, since then, training has been going on every single day and I cannot begin to tell you how much I love the people here. We have a lot of fun in training and I am SO excited for the RAs and residents to move in. I'm even (kinda) getting used to the heat. This is going to be a good year, I can feel it.

The only bad part to all of this is how much I miss everyone in MI. I miss Roadhouse Tuesdays, I miss hanging out with my friends doing nothing, I miss going over to my grandparents' to have coffee at 8 at night, and God, do I miss that boy. At least I will be seeing some of you in a couple of weeks!

It's a huge change and I'm still adjusting. It's easier because every person here has at least one person far away that they miss terribly. And it helps knowing some of them are going through the same, 'I can't wait to be home,' mentality that I have. I love being here, I just wish I could have brought everyone with me.

How's that for a bipolar update?
 
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11:40am 04/07/2008
 
mood: silly
Oh PS, I have hickeys for the first time in my life. WTF.
 
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11:33am 04/07/2008
 
mood: nervous
I am moving today. Well, technically, tomorrow. But I'm leaving today.

Three things:

1. I hate moving. A lot. I mean, I'm glad I'm going to Mississippi, but the actual act of moving is not fun.

2. I'm scared. Don't get me wrong, I'm super excited, but for the first time, I'm going to be somewhere where I barely know anyone, in a state I've only ever visited once. It's scary and I'm scared.

3. I'm not going to be back for longer than ... who knows for two years. I am going to miss my family and friends terribly, it hurts to think about it.

OK, more when I actually get there. I have a feeling this is going to be my life line for a while
 
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03:31pm 25/06/2008
  I am happy.  
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04:51am 10/04/2008
  Here is what I don't get. When people like something and then are embarrassed for liking it. Why? It obviously means something to you, why be embarrassed about it? This especially annoys me when movie critics pull the guilty pleasure card, and trust me, they do it quite a bit when it comes to romantic comedies. Now, I realize most rom coms are cheesy and predictable, but there are quite a few that are noteworthy because of how they get to the predictable ending. And the writing in most of the spectacular ones is phenomenal. I get that it's not 'cool' to see things like Enchanted or 27 Dresses, but you have to admit (if you've seen them) that Enchanted fell along the lines of Finding Nemo and Cars in creating something new in a classic Disney way, and 27 Dresses, I mean, who doesn't think James Marsden makes that movie something great?

But for some reason, movie critics always have to point out that they are embarrassed that they like the movie, or that they HAD to see it because of their job or wife or what have you. I understand that these movies aren't the mind-blowing Mullholland Drive, or the visually artistic caliber of American Beauty, but they are still movies that will be talked about for years. Look at 10 Things I Hate About You, look at Clueless, look at When Harry Met Sally or more recently, look at the Notebook. They are still great movies, and I feel that a self-proclaimed movie lover should not be embarrassed about liking any movie.

Also, 13 year old girls are not the only ones who watch Gilmore Girls and Veronica Mars, but thanks oh so much for being a man in his late twenties who deigns to watch and begrudgingly like our silly little shows.
 
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12:07am 07/08/2007
  I feel like such a failure.  
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11:40am 14/07/2007
  The problem with watching tv shows on DVD is that I have plenty of time to fall in love with the characters... And trust me, if there was a contest for how many tv guys a person can crush on, I'd win.

Currently in love with: Logan Echolls of Veronica Mars. He joins the ranks of those such as Oz from Buffy, Pacey from Dawson's Creek, Vaughn from Alias, Alec from Dark Angel, Jess from Gilmore Girls, Dean from Supernatural, and many others.

What can I say? I'm weak and the show creators always create the perfect guys. *sigh* I lead a sad life
 
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01:54am 23/06/2007
 
mood: sad
The thing that worries me most about the divorce...


...is what if one of them forgets about me?
 
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04:54pm 20/05/2007
 
mood: contemplative
music: Gilmore Girls from Jill's room
Well I'm in love again.

With a fictional character of course.



Well, it's just that my standards and expectations are so high. I blame it mostly on movies and books.


But the thing is... Even though it is kinda depressing to be all happy and excited that there is a super sweet love scene in a movie or book .... until you realize that it's A. fiction and B. not happening to you, I would rather not have a boyfriend than lower my expectations to get one. And I know, I turn down a lot of offers, but ... I'm so picky about things like that. I guess I can deal with being single until I find someone who meets my expectations. I mean... we all deserve that don't we?



(PS, the character is Michael from the Princess Diaries series, if you were wondering.)
 
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01:24pm 09/04/2007
  I had the most awkward phone call of my life last night.

I admit, I am a horrible person to talk to on the phone. I think the phone is awkward, I never know (unless we are close) when people are joking or being sarcastic on the phone, I never have anything to say, and I never know when the person is done speaking. Plus I can't hear people if they are quiet. I just hate talking on the phone, unless it is to a person I have known for a while.

Thank you, that is all.
 
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11:00pm 02/04/2007
  I think this is the first time a guy ever gave me his number... usually they ask for mine.  
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04:55am 21/01/2007
  http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/994/593/1600/227595/slut.jpg  
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03:56am 17/01/2007
  Appealing only cause
They are just that
Unappealing
 
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